Canine Autoimmune Hemolytic Anemia (AIHA & IMHA) - Aiyana is with Wolfie at the bridge....

We had to let our sweet girl go this afternoon... things went from bad to worse. She never was able to get up and go outside today. We thought when she saw her leash she would get excited and try... she did make a few steps and then fell hard on the concrete. She deteriorated quickly before our eyes while waiting for the Vet. I asked her if she wanted to go be with Wolfie and she kissed me for the first time in days. I had my answer... with great sadness her entire family held her as she quietly went to sleep. I loved my big girl so much, and am so proud of her, she fought a good fight right up til the end. God Speed Princess Aiyana of Squaw Creek Thank you all for your prayers, concern and support. Julie

Julie IL

Julie, I'm so sorry to hear this sad, sad news. I cry with you, as I had to do the same with my beautiful Raven just 1 1/2 weeks ago, so you have a friend walking the same mournful path. Take heart in knowing that you did absolutely everything you could -- and that Aiyana is running free and looking down on you and your family with love. There is a quote by Joseki: "This must be my birthday in paradise." Today is Aiyana's. Sending hugs, Sharon and Angel Raven

Sharon CT

Julie, I am so very sorry to hear this. I slept very lightly last night trying to wish this would not happen. Please accept my deepest condolences for your great loss. patrice

Patrice NYS

Julie, After reading your post yesterday, I was afraid to look today for fear that Aiyana would be gone. I am so sorry. You did you best and Aiyana was surely a fighter. Hugs and prayers to you, Leslie

Leslie Oceanside

Tiggs and I are heartbroken at this news. It's so hard to believe how quickly it happened. I do believe though they let us know when it's time to cross the bridge. I am happy to know that Wolfie will be there on her path. I'm so sorry Julie, you did everything you could, and somehow you always remained so positive. With love, melissa and tiggs

melissa slc

Julie, I am so sorry. I just don't know what to say, but I am crying over your loss. May God comfort you and your family. Karen

Karen NC

May God comfort you at this time. We will be all reunited someday!

Susie Delaware

Julie, I am so so sorry. You're in our prayers. Hugs Chris & Alex

Chris PA

Terribly sorry, Julie. I'm learning so many important lessons from all this. Thank you, Aiyana, for being a teacher.

Reid Hanson Wisconsin

Julie, I wish there was something that I could do to ease your pain. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Karen H.

Karen H. MO

Julie, I'm am so saddened by your loss. From what you have written here, you sound like an incredible doggie mom. Your girl was very lucky to have spent her life with you as you were lucky to have her. Please take care. Big hugs to you and your family. deb

Debbie BC Canada

I am deeply sorry to hear of the loss of your Golden Aiyana. After reading your last post I had a feeling that her time to go had come and you did the best thing for her as her quality of life was no longer enjoyable. Remember she is free from pain and no longer suffering and you so fortunate to have had 13 wonderful years with her! I know that you will miss her being there, but Aiyana's spirit will be with you always. With tears in our eyes, Cheryl & Ginger

Cheryl & Ginger Pineville PA

Julie and family, I am so saddened by your news. It doesn't even come close in saying that it is not fair that you should lose 2 dogs in such a short time to this awful disease. Wolfie now has his Aiyana by his side. They are probably saying what a great doggie Mom you were and that you not grieve their passing as much as you should celebrate the time that you all had together. I feel like it is never long enough no matter what, maybe our dogs are the wiser ones. I think they don't get as long because they come into this world pretty much perfect and give their love unconditionally so no need to learn any lifes lessons like us lesser humans. Feel free to email me if you want to talk. Sharing in your sorrow Penny

Penny Lytle Creek Calif

Julie, Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family in the loss of Aiyana. They always say that they will tell us when they have had enough and what a sweet way that she did tell you in giving you the kiss. My heart breaks for you. Linda

Linda Sapphire

I can't even type Julie... your pain is our collective pain. Me too - two dogs - one killer. It is so hard - the tears so draining. She heard Wolfie's name ... and knew it would be a good place. Looking forward to our reunion on the bridge.

Cynthia Grosse Pte

Julie -- I am sad to hear that dear sweet Aiyana lost her fight to IMHA, and you have lost her so soon after losing your dear Wolfie to the same disease. The story of your fight is so touching, and it is even more so because all along, you thought of what was best for her. And I am so glad you were together at the end -- where it was peaceful for her and for you, and she gave you the sign. My vet told us that our dear Wiley would give us a sign when it was time, and it happened. And as sad as it was, I also felt a great sense of peacefulness, because we had had our final time together and had the chance to love each other one last time and say goodbye. Those final moments have comforted me throughout the grieving process. Aiyana is now with Wolfie and all of our other dear dogs who shared in the struggle against IMHA. Please take care and let us know how you're doing.

Brenda VA

I'm so sorry, there are really no words. . . I know they are going to watch over you now as you learn how to cope without their physical presence.

Lori New England

Julie, I am so very saddened to hear of the death of your most beloved Aiyana. Please accept my deepest sympathies on your loss. When you feel up to it, I hope you will take a look at the Loss & Grief page at the Meisha's Hope AIHA/IMHA Web site: http://www.cloudnet.com/~jdickson/loss.htm This page was written with input from those who have lost their dogs to AIHA/IMHA and contains many resources that will be very helpful to you as you travel along the greif pathway. Once again, my deepest sympathies to you on your loss. Be assured you are in my thoughts and prayers during these most difficult days.

Joanne MN

Jule, sincerest and deepest sympathy. My tears for you and Aiyana join the rest here as we all mourn your loss. But Aiyana had the sweetest send off to the Rainbow Bridge. She and Wolfie know they had the best mom and will welcome you some day when your work here is done. Prayers for comfort and peace knowing she is free to run again. hugs sharon and angel Brandy

sharon pa

I am sorry for your loss of Aiyana, she is now looking down at you with smiles and tail wagging along with Wolfie take care Laurie

Laurie CA

Julie, I am truly sorry for your loss of Aiyana. Let us all hope we get to the bottom of this disease someday. Mj

mj ny

Oh Julie....I am so sorry about Aiyana. She is not alone at the bridge...

Courtney SLO

Julie, I have several dogs waiting for me at the bridge. Unfortunately, knowing that they are there, doesn't make it any easier for us here. I know you miss her terribly and I hope that hole in your heart heals quickly. As I have told others, soon enough that hole will be furnished with memories of Aiyanna and Wolfie. Believe it or not, it will become a place where you can go to relax in the comfort of cherished friends. Until then, be strong, know you are not alone in your grief and that, while the pain will eventually pass, your bond to Aiyanna and Wolfie can grow stronger even in their absence.

Erik Baltimore

Thank you everyone for your support, prayers, concern and candles. It is still hard for me to talk about, my heart is breaking... there is much too much empty space on my floor - Aiyana was a big girl. My heart feels empty, my house feels empty, even though I have two other dogs. There is a bit of anger too, I just feel ripped off... how could I be so unlucky to lose two completely unrelated dogs, different breeds etc. to the same nasty disease in less than 2 years. I fear for my other dogs. Aiyana was ready to go yesterday, I know she was. She could barely move, they took her blood and while we waited for the results she got so much worse. Her HCT came back at 13, but by the time we got the results I am sure it was even lower. She was suffering terribly by that time, and probably would not have survived long enough for a transfusion. No one should ever have to deal with this disease... and twice is just too much to bear. you are all in our prayers, Julie

Julie IL

Julie, I feel your pain and your anger. It's going to take me a long time to get over this one and I'm sure it will be the same for you. Isn't it sad that we are all bonded together by grief and sadness rather than happiness. I hope Alyana and Delilah are having one heck of a good time over the Bridge. Sharon

sharon Kinsey virginia

i AM SO SORRY.

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